He’s always hit them and quit them...
Xander Richards, a winger for the Wisconsin Wendigos, has a reputation for never sleeping with the same person twice. Some say it’s ‘cause he doesn’t have any heart, but if you asked him at his most honest it’s because his heart isn’t his own: he’s hopelessly in love with his best friend and former linemate, who’s now happily married and traded away to Seattle last season.
Playing the ice has always come easy...
When Xander asks out Jordan Darling, team trainer and massage therapist, he doesn't expect to get shot down. It’s a first, but it only makes Xander that much more determined to make Jordan his. But Jordan wants a relationship, not just the one-night stands that make up Xander’s sexual life.
Just when he thought his heart was on ice, love comes skating in...
What Xander doesn’t know is that Jordan has been nursing an unrequited crush on him for over a year. Lonely without his best friend, when he finally opens his eyes to what is right in front of him, the chemistry is undeniable. And for once, it keeps Xander coming back for more.
Is Jordan the other half of his heart? Will Xander put his player days and ways behind him? Or will he push Jordan away to find someone who deserves him?
Find out in this steamy sports romance novel, filled with heart-stopping moments, heart-pounding sexual tension, and two hearts that just might be what the other needs.
- 2 To Be Read lists
Publisher: Independently Published
Heat Level: 5
Romantic Content: 5
Ending: Click here to reveal
Character Identities: Bisexual, Gay
Protagonist 1 Age: 26-35
Protagonist 2 Age: 26-35
Tropes: Interracial Relationship, Sex Buddies Become Lovers
Languages Available: English
Series Type: Same Universe / Various Characters
“Hey, you got room for me, Darling?”
“On the other table,” Jordan says shortly, pretending he hadn’t nearly jumped out of his skin at the sound of his name in that familiar, low voice. He’s aware, all too aware, of Xander moving around in his peripheral vision, but he forces himself to keep his fingers steady, to do his fucking job. “Be with you in a minute.”
Xander chuckles, the vinyl table cover creaking as he shifts his position. “Take your time, Darling.”
Do your fucking job, Jordan repeats to himself, Narrowing his focus down to Hartsburg’s leg, he forces himself to make sure every knot and trigger point is smoothed away.
Finally, though, he can’t stall any more. “I think that’s as good as it gets, Harty,” he finally has to say. “Better get back to it.”
“Thanks, Jordy,” Hartsburg says brightly, flexing the muscle a couple of times before sliding down from the table. “See ya, Richie.”READ MORE
With that reminder, Jordan can’t pretend any longer that he doesn’t know what’s waiting for him. But when he turns, it’s so much worse than he was expecting. Xander is sitting there, casually swinging his legs like he’s a five-year-old boy instead of a six-foot-one CHL player who’s taken his fucking shirt off.
“I forgot you were allergic to clothes,” Jordan says, doing his best not to roll his eyes again.
Xander shrugs, muscles rippling distractingly under his tattoos, stark black and gray against the pale gold of his skin. “Figured I’d save a step, unless you want to massage my shoulder through my t-shirt.”
“How’s your recovery been?” Jordan asks after a moment, since that seems like a safer topic than further comment on Xander’s half-nakedness.
Another shrug. “Pretty good. Stuck to the PT schedule, got almost the full range of motion back. But it’s a little tender. Figured I’d pop in here, avail myself of your magic hands before it gets any worse.”
For the second time that day, Jordan finds himself thankful his skin is dark enough not to show the heat he feels in his cheeks. “Chest or back?”
Xander shifts his shoulders experimentally. “Huh. Both, but more back than chest.”
“Well, lets get the chest first, then you can lay down,” Jordan says briskly, willfully suppressing the and stop looking at me that tries to slip out after it.
And then there’s nothing for it but to step in closer, to reach out. Xander’s skin is warm under his hands, the muscle flexing, rising and falling with each breath. His pectorals are tight, and Jordan’s fingers work on instinct, moving along the line of Xander’s collarbone toward his deltoids, toward the faded scar that almost, from a distance, looks like part of his tattoos.
It’s the best-worst kind of torture. The part of Jordan’s brain that is a trained professional is basically looking in disgust at the rest of him, which apparently never matured past a fifteen-year-old with a crush on the star quarterback. It’s pretty disgusting, to be honest, how much he’s having to tamp down an internal freakout over the fact that he’s actually touching Xander.
“Yeah, you’re a little tight,” Jordan says inanely, digging his thumbs into the knots and trying to keep his composure when Xander honest-to-god fucking moans at the touch.
“Fuck, how does that hurt so good?” Xander moans again, his head falling back and eyes sliding shut.
Jordan sneaks a look and immediately regrets all of his recent life choices. His stupid, traitorous imagination whispers that this is what Xander would look like during sex, completely abandoned and gorgeous and fuck Jordan’s life, he cannot get a boner while he’s working.
“Lie down on your front so I can get your shoulder.” Jordan does his best not to yank his hands back like he wants to, like self-preservation is telling him to.
He’s not sure how well he succeeds, but Xander obeys the order without question, settling flat onto the table in one fluid motion. His stupid, long arms dangle down off the sides, so Jordan has to pick up the one nearest to him and lay it back on the tabletop so he can work. Which he does, absolutely not resisting the urge to trace the intricate swirls of ink covering every inch of Xander’s skin. Nope. Not even a little. And the Nile isn’t a river in Egypt.
“Holy shit,” he breathes when he gets his hands on Xander’s shoulder, his stupid personal turmoil pushed aside for the moment because, all evidence to the contrary, he is actually a goddamn professional. “A little tender, huh?”
“It’s no big,” Xander mumbles, his voice muffled against the table. “Nothing compared to before.”
Rolling his eyes feels even more juvenile, but Xander seems to bring it out in him. “Compared to a torn fucking rotator cuff? Yeah, but that doesn’t mean it’s minor. You can’t push too hard, or you’re going to fuck up your shoulder before the season even starts.”
He’s expecting an argument, or at least some kind of pushback, but Xander just nods. “Yeah, I know. It snuck up on me. I’ll be more careful tomorrow.”
“Well—good,” Jordan says inanely, digging his fingers in a little harder as the surface knots start to loosen.
He can’t think of anything else to say, and apparently neither can Xander, so he works in silence for a few minutes more. The lack of distraction is both a blessing and a curse, just like everything else with Xander. It gives Jordan time to notice little details that he usually tries to ignore. Xander’s lashes, thick and dark and so long they brush his cheekbones when his eyes are closed. His hair, curling just slightly at the nape of his neck, glints of red and gold in the sandy brown. His shoulders, broadly muscled and tapering down to a narrow waist.
It’s tempting to linger, but Jordan is all too aware that any of the other players or coaching staff could walk in at any time. The last thing he needs is Marian asking more probing questions. He can justify working on Xander’s other shoulder and his lower back, because the tension has spread, but eventually he has to lift his hands and say “I think that’ll do it.”
Xander’s eyes flutter open and he slowly pushes himself up to a sitting position. “Holy shit, man,” he says, rotating his shoulder. “Seriously, magic fucking hands.”
Jordan forces his hand down from where it was rubbing at the back of his neck. “Just doing my job.”
“Hey.” Xander reaches for his shirt but doesn’t put it back on immediately. “Are you doing anything Friday?”
“Just camp,” Jordan says, a little confused.
Xander shakes his head, the corners of his lips curling up. “I meant after. Can I maybe buy you a drink? Dinner?”
It takes Jordan a minute to realize what’s happening, because it’s so unprecedented. But when he does, it hits him like a ton of bricks. Xander is asking him out. Xander Richards is asking him out. What the actual fuck.
His stupid, stupid mouth is opening to say yes when his common sense takes over. Because yes, Xander is asking him out. Xander “One-Night Stand” Richards. Jordan’s only been with the Wendigos for a couple of years, but it didn’t take even a fraction of that time for him to realize that Xander isn’t exactly a commitment kind of guy. All of his partners seem perfectly satisfied with the state of affairs, but Jordan hasn’t seen any of them twice.
And that—that’s not him. As much as part of him is screaming to take what he can get, Jordan is pretty sure even Xander’s dick isn’t worth the aftermath. Seeing him every day, knowing what it’s like to fuck him, to get almost, almost enough—
“No thanks,” he says, forcing the words out through a throat that keeps trying to close on them.
Xander looks surprised. Of course he does. Who the fuck tells Xander Richards no? But he takes it with good grace, shrugging into his shirt and pulling it down over his stupid rippling abs. “That’s cool. Better get back out there before Coach sends out a search party, huh?”
“Yeah, probably,” Jordan mumbles, avoiding eye contact.
Xander leaves quickly, thank fuck, nearly bumping into Presby and McAllister on their way in. Jordan spends the rest of the day almost too busy to think. Almost.COLLAPSE